Tonight Stephen and I are joining our good friends, Andre and Tracy to a Lookouts game. I am really excited. In fact it feels a little silly that I'm so excited but evening events are few and far between for me these days. Not to mention that its the perfect weather for a game. I just hope that the energy lasts...
I usually get home around 5:30ish just crossing my fingers that I will have the energy and strength to do something simple like make dinner or fold laundry... not to mention my artwork. This rarely happens now though. The smells of dinner make me want to throw up. And its different every time too so it's not like I can plan accordingly. I usually pass out on the couch and munch on some rice cakes. Anyway, I'm feeling good and I'm excited about going. I think that since we will at least be sitting down, and with junk food to boot, I'll be able to handle it.
Having so many limitations and being so dependant on Stephen and those who love me has been a huge lesson to learn. Stephen keeps on saying, "finally you'll let me be chivalrous!" I know this is only the start of things too. I can't imagine what it will be like when I'm really huge and helpless. I'm so used to my control freak, on the go ways that this is just throwing me for a loop. A good loop but a loop none the less.
Well, I better get going. The cracker jacks and popcorn are calling my name...
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